Intentional
Greetings my faithful prayer warriors! I haven’t sent out an update or how you could be praying for us and several are asking so here you go.
How are you settling into the New Year? Should I ask how is the New Year settling with you? Mine has been rough from a physical stand point. Yes, it’s always a challenge and as many of you know who have been on this journey with us for some time, winter is very hard. This season is proving to be even more challenging than years past. I’m having more intense pain and in other places than just my tail bone. My hips, knee and shoulder have now been invited to the party. I have been extremely run down if that’s the correct words. I feel like my body is warring against itself – if that makes sense. I haven’t felt this way in probably 3 or 4 years. It’s all I can do to make myself get out of bed and do a lap around the house.
We have been blessed to find a church we love. We haven’t been able to be there as much as we’d like but are excited to see where the Lord leads us when we are able and the relationships we will build. We still have our worship times when we aren’t able to make it and they sustain us and keep us connected.
I have never been big on resolutions so I asked the Lord to give me a word for the year. Never really got anything and then last week during worship I kept hearing “be deliberate.” I had to marinate on that and really pray on it and lean in to it. So what do I do after worship but google it. I want a clear definition not mine.
de•lib•er•ate/diˈlibərit/
Adjective: Done consciously and intentionally:
Verb: Engage in long and careful consideration: “she deliberated over the menu”.
Synonyms: adjective. intentional – willful – studied – willful – purposeful
verb. consider – ponder – debate – meditate – think over
So that got me thinking even more. Done consciously, done intentionally. Why is this the word I need Lord? Imagine he had lots of reasons to give me this word.
Be deliberate:
in the time you spend with me and in your worship
in the time you spend with Tod in your marriage
in all your relationships/show up
When I replace deliberate with be intentional with the Lord, be intentional in your prayer and worship time, etc. somehow it really hit home for me more than be deliberate. Like I said make a choice to show up. I have to step outside of myself because lately I don’t feel like doing much. I’m really good at justifying. Honey I’m really good at it but as the Lord reminded me just show up, make an effort and when I do I’m so blessed. Step outside of myself. How hard is that? So, I don’t know how your year is looking thus far but I’m trying really hard to be intentional.
You know I’m always big on songs for inspiration. The Lord always stirs my heart. There is a song out by Matt Redman called 10,000 Reasons (Bless The Lord). If you haven’t heard it you need to. It will rock your worship world. One of the lines that I love says:
For all your goodness I will keep on singing
Ten thousand reasons reasons for my heart to find.
Yes my friends be intentional. Bless The Lord.
How can you be praying for us?
1. Please pray for my overall health. Being so worn down I’ve been catching so many colds, bronchitis it’s just frustrating. As I said above just having a hard time and at times I feel like I have to push myself but not so much. I get sick and tired of being sick and tired.
2. Please pray for mental health. With insomnia last week I didn’t really sleep for about 4 days and now I’m only getting about 4 hours when I usually need a minimum of 10. So when you aren’t getting sleep and you hurt your mental health can go willy nilly. So you have to guard your heart and mind. As I’ve said many times even though I hate insomnia it provides sweet times with my ipod and worship
3. Please pray for Tod. He’s such a blessing to me but what a road he walks. He does have a full plate with working full time and tending the house and taking care of me.
4. Please also pray for Tod’s job situation. We are still waiting for him to be hired on. We are hearing it’s getting close but we’ve heard that before. The Lord continues to provide for us and you can tell we haven’t missed any meals but finances are stressful.
5. Pray that I can be intentional in all I do. I want to show up.
Thank you for all you guys do for us, for all your prayers and interest. Please know we are here for you as well. If we can pray for you or lift you up please let us know. We love you and couldn’t walk this journey without faith and without you.
Jenn and Tod
Bless the Lord, O my soul
O my soul
Worship His holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I’ll worship Your holy name
10,000 Reasons (Bless The Lord)
Matt Redman
Add a comment January 24, 2012
Attitude of Gratitude?
Attitude of Gratitude? That’s been running in my head so much today. I see and experience Thanksgiving so differently now than before I got sick. Before I got sick I was thankful for the usual things but was I really? Did I have an attitude of gratitude?
Attitude: manner, disposition, feeling, position, etc., with regard to a person or thing; tendency or orientation, especially of the mind: a negative attitude; group attitudes.
Gratitude: the quality or feeling of being grateful or thankful:
I’m really struggling with this Holiday. I have always tried to approach it with an attitude of gratitude. That’s why I put the definitions above. How does that fit? Not so much. Where is the anger coming from? Why am I so bitter if that’s the word to use?
I think what I keep coming back to is during my 6 years of illness we’ve lost so much but my relationship with the Lord is the one relationship (other than family) that didn’t leave me. When it was the worst of the worst and people couldn’t do life with us He was always there. When we didn’t know how to pay our bills He did. I’ve been saved since I was in junior high but I have never had a relationship with the Lord like I do know. I have had to totally surrender to Him and He is the one that gets us through. I guess that’s how I see it.
We’ve learned to be grateful for the many lessons learned in our marriage and how far we can be stretched. I’ve learned I have so much more love for him and respect for him than I ever thought possible with all that he is responsible for and does to take care of. We are still standing by God’s grace and for that I’m thankful.
I would be lost without my mom. She listens to me; if I don’t want to talk she’ll let me cry on the phone. She is amazing, she encourages me, and I’m blessed to call her my valet but more importantly, my best friend. Don’t know what I’d do without her.
So, Thanksgiving takes on a new meaning for our family. I’m glad we’ve learned to truly not sweat the small stuff. I am thankful that because of what we’ve gone through makes us more sensitive to what others are going through.
We pray you may dig a little deeper to what Thanksgiving really looks like to you and yours this year.
Love,
Tod and Jenn
Always be joyful.
Never stop praying.
Be THANKFUL in ALL circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
Add a comment November 24, 2011
All I Need Is You
What a last few weeks it has been? It’s just been one thing after another. I have been sick for 3 weeks on top of my usual challenges. I am sick of being sick and tired. As most of you know who have walked this road with us as we get into the “cooler” seasons I have lots more challenges with my illness and pain condition. As I’ve said many times I can easily get on my own nerves and when I get sick on top of my auto immune disease it doesn’t take long for that to happen.
I’ll be honest – the Lord and I have been on different levels lately. Since we left the church plant we’d been a part of back in the spring we haven’t been the best about finding a church. We visited some but um that was pretty much it and that was earlier this summer. Real interested in doing life and being connected and growing.?? Tod and I continue to do our worship nights as those are so important to us and to keep connected, but it’s not the same. We need fellowship and to be in the Word and be challenged. I really feel the disconnect and that I’m not growing as I should.
Since I woke up at 4, I did my usual and put on my iPod and found I was I don’t think bitter but my heart just wasn’t in it. It was selfish or just going through the actions of worship. What’s in it for me? As the worship continued the Lord is always such a gentlemen to let it just happen and never push. He knows my heart and what I need to hear. Funny how that happens. He knows how thirsty I am for him and not Jenn, it’s been awhile – it’s welcome home child, I’ve missed you. I have a DUH!!! Why do I do this? I know this is where I need to be regardless if I don’t feel good, he is my Father and he knows, he knows how to comfort me, he is my Healer. He orchestrated every song I needed to hear this morning. As I type this He is still doing just that.
Tod and I could use your prayers this morning. If the Lord lays us on your heart please send one up for us. Sometimes the journey we are on gets tiring and stressful on our marriage. It isn’t easy to be a caregiver after you’ve had to work all day. We are still waiting on confirmation with some things at his job. The Lord is moving and we need to be obedient and that isn’t always easy.
When my time with the Lord started this morning I wasn’t the most willing participant, but as great and patient as the Lord is, we have worked now to me raising my arms in praise and singing from the song
“Waiting Here For You” and I will close with this:
You’re the Lord of all creation
And still you know my heart
The Author of Salvation
You’ve loved us from the start
Waiting here for You
With our hands lifted high in praise
And it’s You we adore
Singing Alleluia
You are everything You’ve promised
Your faithfulness is true
And we’re desperate for Your presence
All we need is You
Add a comment October 25, 2011
Teach Me How to Pray?
Is that a plea you make often? Ever? This morning during my worship time I ventured again outside. The mornings have been amazing this week; however there was a downright nip in the air. Mind you it was 6 or something crazy when I ventured out for our time together. I said Lord can you speak quick because I don’t do cold. Just keeping it real. This will contain no direct medical update just a mental/heart check is best way to put it.
I was listening to Jason Upton, Teach Me How To Pray and at first I didn’t pay much attention to the words and the Lord prompted me to play it again and really listen. Once I really keyed in I heard, “I’m so tired of my hands in the way” Seriously! How true is that? How many times is prayer about my agenda and what I want done? Oh, I think I have it, you know the prayer formula pray for my man, marriage, family, others, pray for our church, leaders, and then get bigger. Not saying that’s the way to do it but that’s pretty much how I roll. I always ask the Lord to speak to me and then we roll on. What if I removed myself from the equation, what if my hands weren’t in the way what could get accomplished?
The song also talks about not my will or my plans and the way I want things. Ouch! Guilty as charged. The last few months have been really hard all the way around for me. I’ve been going through some growing pains and they’ve been so painful duh growing pains but I keep thinking with this disease when do I get it and at some point we make nice and learn to live with each other? NOT! The Lord continues to use this to teach me about myself, my marriage and how to do life with Him and others. Sometimes it’s not pretty. Like the man who commented on me waddling and so I MUST be pregnant. Yes, let’s go from point a to point b. When Tod and I got in the car I was talking rather loudly that how dare he and a man of all people. The more we dialogued I said what’s this really about. I’ve been sick 6 years there’s more to it. Pray about it, teach me to pray, pray for others, pray for my attitude, pray for wisdom, shut my mouth and pray. Remove my agenda and pray for others. I have certainly learned that along the way. Remove yourself and lift up others but obviously I’m human and it’s so not that easy. My heart needs a tune-up, my mind needs a tune-up. When I’m real, raw, and honest and remove my hands that’s when I can hear more clearly.
“So reveal to these eyes the true heart of my Father, today. Lord teach me how to pray.”
Add a comment October 1, 2011
Hot Mess
Wow, I last wrote in April so I’ve got a lot to say and catch up. Hold on I’m loaded.
Psoriatic Arthritis was never identified in my blood markers which is how it should be diagnosed. We tried one more medicine for it and it made me very sick. I said no more. Actually we had an amazing worship night and the Lord really spoke to me. I told Tod I want to sleep on it and process it and talk about it in the morning. I got confirmation from 2 people who had no clue what they were confirming. I shared it all with Tod the next day. I said I can’t keep putting this toxic medicine in me when there is no proof I have this. It’s obvious I have the skin part but we don’t have the markers for the other. Pretty sure I have some type of arthritis but what I don’t know. So I walked away from the Rheumatologist.
I mentioned in my last post about my knee. Praise the Lord no knee surgery was needed and my pain doctor was able to do an injection and that seems to be working. Let’s hope that will last.
Still having stomach issues with my gastroparesis so I’m trying to change some of the things I eat. I’d be a happy camper without eating. Seems that won’t work.
The past few months have been very difficult. The summers aren’t usually as hard for me as the fall/winter but this one has been horrible. It doesn’t make a lot of sense to me considering I am home bound most of the time. My insomnia is off the charts and of course not sleeping affects everything.
The last few months have been hard and waiting on the Lord isn’t easy. Lots of messy stuff has happened, both good and bad. Disappointment’s, hurts, etc. Friends and family. Just doing life. I’ve been a mess emotionally and I don’t like it. I was listening to the song Blessings and wow. Really listen to that song and you will be convicted because I know enough to know I had/have a hand in all that goes on. I do at least get that. With my disease it allows me way too much time to think and sometimes that’s good or bad. Here are a few lines from the song that really get me to thinking:
Blessings
When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know the pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home
Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy
And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are Your mercies in disguise
My disease has caused lots of tears lately; I grieve for what is lost. Lots of sleepless nights and I find Him near. I’m trying to figure out the mercies in disguise.
Thanks for your continued prayers and support.
1 comment August 29, 2011
On The Medical Front Take 2
I know this medical update is long overdue. So, hold on and stick with me because there is a lot to get through.
I went to see a Rheumatologist in March. He agreed with the Psoriasis diagnosis and after his examination took it one step further and decided I had Psoriatic Arthritis. You can have the arthritis part long before the skin rash is ever present. His thought was all the back and tail bone pain was the arthritis presenting all those years ago and maybe not Fibromyalgia. It is not curable but supposedly more manageable than Fibromyalgia. He put me on a medication and said check back in a few weeks. I started on the medication and got the sickest (or allergic reaction to the medicine) I’ve ever been. So bad I had to go to the ER. It was awful. The doctor was nice and concerned in the beginning but by the 7th day he was pretty over it, as if I wasn’t, and we were having issues. Another long story short after several conversations with him we left his practice.
I just had a feeling in my gut this wasn’t the correct diagnosis or that maybe it was part this and part fibromyalgia. I don’t know, but it just didn’t feel like something was right. It took some time due to other doctor things going on to get into someone else. I saw her a few weeks ago. She agreed with the skin Psoriasis part but not so sure about the psoriatic arthritis part. When she looked at my blood work from the first doctor, none of the markers in my blood reflected anything showing the condition. Granted that’s not everything but usually a really good indicator. The physical exam is confusing because not just the pain in my tailbone that is so off the charts, now I’m having swelling in my knees and feet and have a harder time getting around. She has ordered more blood work and x-rays on my feet and knees. We won’t know any results of this until the first of May.
On another subject. In my younger days I had 2 knee surgeries for a tear and a scope. The knee has bothered me the last several months but I just paid it no mind as I knew I couldn’t handle any type of surgery etc. Well I guess it wanted to be heard because it started buckling to the point of taking me completely down. Ok, you have my attention. I went to my orthopedic and he x-rayed it and said it looks like either scar tissue or maybe a tear. I wanted to laugh out loud. Really? So, now I need to have an MRI to decide if I need to have another knee surgery. I have a hard time getting around on a good day but now it’s pretty much crutches and that’s just all kinds of fun. I won’t have any answers on this till the new month dawns as well.
And lastly I did have my colonoscopy and endoscopy to try and gain some insight about the colitis but that was a bust. No sign of it. So I guess that’s good there was no sign but confusing why I keep getting it unless I’m being misdiagnosed? Just a thought.
We are so thankful for each of you. You always know when we need an encouraging word, or to pray with us or a joke to lift us up. You will never know how much you mean to us.
Tod and I are blessed and the Lord remains faithful. We love our worship nights so much and this week was no different. So many wonderful things came out of it. We listened to the song It is Well. I heard Jennifer Rothschild sing that after she spoke at a conference (if you don’t know her story, google her, it’s something else) and she said it may never be well with my circumstance, but it will always be well with my soul. I think about her story and all she’s been through and think if she has that perspective so easily, I can.
I think the other thing that has really challenged me this Holy Week is another song from worship night called My Jesus. I have pity parties over my situation etc. and then here is this song that just broke me. It asks which Jesus do you follow?, which Jesus do you serve?, you are to imitate Christ yet you look so much like this world. UGH! That’s meddling but convicting. The song ends saying, ” I want to be like my Jesus but I’m not sure what that means to be like you Jesus. Can I be like you Jesus? I want to be like you Jesus.”
It’s so easy to get caught up in the doctor appointments and the health and the blah blah but what’s really important? I’ve said many times during my journey that during my illness have been some of the sweetest times I’ve had with the Lord. It’s also been some of the hardest work I’ve ever done (and still doing), but I’m a different person now than before I was sick in many ways, and I don’t know if my relationship with the Lord would be anything like this “pre” sickness?
Yes, I want To be like my Jesus.
Blessings and Prayers this Holy Week.
Tod and Jenn
Add a comment April 20, 2011
On the Medical Front…
Hello friends. It’s been brought to my attention that I haven’t been the best about updating what’s been or not been going on with me medically. So here’s the latest scoop and ways you can be praying for us.
I have always had eczema felt the past few months it was just really out of control. I’ve been seeing a doctor and she felt there was more to it as she couldn’t get it calmed down so she referred me to another specialist. I saw her a few weeks ago and she thought it was psoriasis but wanted to biopsy a place to confirm. I went by Friday to get the stitches out and confirm diagnosis. Dead on. Interesting is this could open the door for other diagnosis to some of the underlying issues I’ve been having. I don’t want to go into it until we meet with the new doctor she is referring us to but it’s crazy if this is truly connected. Psoriasis is also an auto immune disease like Fibromyalgia and its crazy when you read about it. I thought it’s a rash but so much more. We meet with a new doctor who specializes in this on 2/3. Love how the Lord works as Tod and I have been talking for months about needing to do something more because I am having more problems and just seeing a pain doctor to manage the symptoms isn’t the answer but didn’t know what was. Never knew my raw, bloody hands might lead to answers. We’ve been burned so many times over the years with doctors but know we have to have hope and find a balance but it’s hard.
My insomnia has been off the charts. I use to have on off weeks and then sleep great for a few months. Well that’s not the case anymore. I told Tod my tired is tired. Some nights I don’t sleep and some nights it might be for a few hours. This has always been an issue since I’ve been sick but when you can’t get refreshed as you know it’s not good for your body, mind or soul.
I have really struggled with my pain with the cold weather. I’m having more pain in my knees and hips then before. I move like I’m 90 but I’m moving. I find myself more and more isolated as we are making our way through the winter. I look forward to warmer weather but know I am not bouncing back as I once did and this isn’t as weather dependent as I want to think it is.
We are so blessed and for some reason always amazed by how awesome the Lord is. He always shows up with whatever we need whenever we need it.
We’d appreciate your continued thoughts and prayers. They mean so much to us.
Believing for more,
Tod and Jenn
Add a comment January 24, 2011
Believe
Well, here I am at 1:43 am and my insomnia is out of control the last week or so. So, in my usual form I turn to music. Surprised? Of course not if you follow my blog. Which I apologize I haven’t written in a while I haven’t felt up to par lately. The holidays and weather have just about done me in but that’s not what I’m here about. Seems lately when I blog it’s because the Lord lays a song on my heart and tonight is no different. I’m laying here crying of a song about my belief or lack thereof? Here’s the quote from a Brooks and Dunn song titled Believe:
I raise my hands, bow my head
I’m finding more and more truth in the words written in red
They tell me that there’s more to life than just what i can see
I can’t quote the book
The chapter or the verse
You can’t tell me it all ends
In a slow ride in a hearse
You know I’m more and more convinced
The longer that i live
Yeah, this can’t be
No, this can’t be
No, this can’t be all there is
So simple yet just got my heart tonight. Usually it’s worship songs that stop me in my tracks but tonight for some reason good ole country was in my nighttime folder and spinning away to have some worship time and help me wind down. I love the words about finding more truth in the words written I red? How many of us still use Bibles with the words written in red? I love that, and how that gets our attention that Jesus is speaking, listen, this is important. I can’t quote the book but I know there is more than this, more than a slow ride in a hearse. Yes thank you Jesus for my salvation.
This world cannot be all that there is. My struggles of this world, with anger, with disappointment, with frustration, with this disease, with pain, with discouragement, are not in vain Lord. I don’t want to be a doubting Thomas, yes I believe. Lord help my unbelief.
I have had to stop several times while typing to just cry, raise my hands and bow my head and believe.
I hope this New Year finds us all believing for more. Looking for the words written in red, raising our hands and bowing our heads.
Dare to believe with me?
Jenn
1 comment December 29, 2010
Jesus Loves Me…
How many times have you sung that song growing up? If you were asked to sing all 4 verses could you do it? I couldn’t and when I went to google and found the other verses I broke. Many of you know I turn to scripture and music when things are rough for me. Honestly I have been walking through a rough road the last few weeks. I just can’t seem to get back on my spiritual/mental game/fight which is so important with this disease so I have been meeting myself coming and going in the Lord so I won’t get distracted by things of this world. For some reason Jesus Loves Me was on my Jesus Shuffle when I was worshiping the other night but was an intro into another song. I thought then there has to be more to it than that one verses. I don’t remember ever knowing or learning any other verses. Who knew that such a simple bible song could take me to my knees before my master?
When I got to the third verse I was done. The verse reads:
Jesus loves me! loves me still,
When I’m very weak and ill;
From His shining throne on high,
Comes to watch me where I lie.
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.
The sweet picture painted got me. At first I was still viewing it from my child like heart and then from where I am today. A hurting, tired, suffering heart who is totally relying on Jesus. Two lines really stuck out to me:
From His shining throne on high,
Comes to watch me where I lie.
I don’t know why but for me I take comfort in His shinning throne on high comes to watch where I lie. He sees me. He sees me and He loves me. We can make this relationship with Him so complicated but why? For me for now He sees me and Yes, Jesus Loves Me.
I love how when I need Him the most and am having a really rough go that if I press in and listen He’s always there, encouraging me, loving me and brushing me off and readying me to send me back out to fight the good fight.
I hope you will read the full version of Jesus Loves Me below and be touched as I was.
JESUS LOVES ME!!
Jesus loves me! This I know,
For the Bible tells me so;
Little ones to Him belong,
They are weak but He is strong.
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.
Jesus loves me! He who died,
Heaven’s gate to open wide;
He will wash away my sin,
Let His little child come in.
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.
Jesus loves me! loves me still,
When I’m very weak and ill;
From His shining throne on high,
Comes to watch me where I lie.
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.
Jesus loves me! He will stay,
Close beside me all the way;
He’s prepared a home for me,
And some day His face I’ll see.
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me!
The Bible tells me so.
1 comment October 6, 2010
A Letter From Fibromyalgia
Dear Miserable Human Being,
Hi, my name is Fibromyalgia, and I’m an invisible chronic illness. I am now ‘velcroed’ to you for life. Others around you can’t see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyway I please. I can cause severe pain, or if I am in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over.
Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you and gave you Exhaustion. Just try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and in its place gave you Fibro Fog (a.k.a.)Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away too. You didn’t ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: that virus you had that you never quite recovered from, or that car accident, or childbirth, the death of a loved one, or maybe it was those years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I’m here to stay! I hear you’re going to see a doctor who can get rid of me. I’m ‘ROFL’ (rolling on the floor laughing)! Just try! You will have to go to many, many doctors until you find one who can help you effectively. In fact, you’ll see many doctors who tell you ‘it’s all in your head’ (or some version of that). If you do find a doctor willing to treat this ‘non-disease’, you will be put on pain pills, sleeping pills, and energy pills. You will be told you are suffering from anxiety or depression, given a TENS unit, told if you just sleep and exercise properly, I will go away. You’ll be told to think positively, poked, prodded, and most of all, you will not be taken seriously when you cry to the doctor how debilitating life is for you every single day!
Your family, friends, and coworkers will all listen to you until they just get tired of hearing about how I make you feel, and that I’m a debilitating disease. Some of them will say things like “Oh, you’re just having a bad day”, or “Well, remember, you cant expect to do the things you used to do 20 years ago,” not hearing that you said “20 DAYS ago”! Some will just start talking behind your back, while you slowly feel that you are losing your dignity, trying to make them understand, especially when you are in the middle of a conversation with a ‘normal’ person, and can’t remember what you were going to say next!
In closing, you’ve probably figured out that the ONLY place you will get any real support and understanding in dealing with me is with Other People With Fibromyalgia! They are the only ones that will understand your complaints of unrelenting pain, insomnia, fibro fog, the inability to perform the everyday tasks that ‘normal people’ take for granted.
Remember, I’m stuck to you like Velcro – and I expect we’ll be together for the rest of your life.
Have a nice day!! (ROFL),
Add a comment October 5, 2010
